sadness, emptiness..
i got home yesterday feeling gloomy
and for the hundredth times i was defeated by
the loneliness and broke down..

come what may
and there would be just me..
there is only.. me
me against all odds..

it's getting really frustrating

i can't fall sick
i have to be strong
i have to be the one..

the hardest part is
my trouble with sleeping
when i can't sleep
where do i run to?
whom do i find comfort with?

the phone obviously is not much of a help..